Full-Blown Suffering: A Personal Battle Against the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a gloomy Monday in the morning in September 2016. I worked as a teacher, trying to settle a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by quick stabs, like lightning bolts. As each class progressed, the discomfort eased and then came back with greater intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I took paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches returned repeatedly that autumn, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an annual pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.

This condition often start with intense discomfort around a single eye that lasts up to three hours.

About one in 1,000 individuals suffer by the condition, and men are more often affected. Cluster headaches typically begin with sudden, severe agony around a single eye that peaks within a short time and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal bouts; others have chronic attacks, characterized by the lack of extended pain-free periods.

What unites sufferers is the severity. One research paper rated the pain at 9.7 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered 64% of cluster headache patients experienced suicidal thoughts amid bouts; the figure dropped to 4% when they were not in pain.

One patient, in her seventies, a chronic sufferer from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was two. “I would hurl myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things worse. After having alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.

Her family often interpreted her attacks as drunken behavior. Understanding finally came from her father and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very lucky to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.

Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around erratic attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan social events, being seen as flaky as a co-worker, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been described across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who attacked his victims' heads.

Ancient healing records suggest unusual treatments for what modern experts would classify as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate disorder, with therapies including bloodletting to other, more folk cures.

It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive description of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and vanishing each day at specific hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were believed to be caused by a issue with a major blood vessel which supplies blood to the head. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In the late 1990s, researchers released the results of a study for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.

In spite of such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before finally being correctly identified in 2014, after a physician looked up his symptoms.

Neurologists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as migraine, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is essential: on which side do signs appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain characteristics such as redness, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once diagnosed, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But many first arrive to emergency rooms or are given inadequate therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her life, although she has been free from an episode since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When a sufferer sought help from a charity, it was Chapman who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an bout in early 2021; a reassuring advisor talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode passed.

Official guidelines on treatment advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a specific drug administered by nasal spray. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic choices include verapamil, which reportedly soothes the attacks of some people.

But consultant specialists believe the guidance need updating to reflect a clearer clinical pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive treatment alone. Longer or more intense bouts require preventative medications such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a cycle – an procedure into the area of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve activity.

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